Can anyone help me? I have recently (2.5 mnths ago) been kicked off pain meds, anti anxiety meds and blood presure meds, all V.High Dose, but onto NOTHING!!
Isn't it possible that this can't happen, that it's dangerous?
I have crohn's, anxiety disorder with frequent and severe panic attacks, agoraphobia and deppression amongst other things and I was cut off 900mg p/day ms contin, 12 2mg clonazepam, and 12 150mcg clonidine... after being on this for 3yrs and having come down from a peak of roughly double this. Also when I first started seeing this dr I was on Xanax for anxiety/panic etc... 4-5 2mg per day and was cut off them and put onto about 24 clonazepam!!?? Is that wierd??
Anyway, I was doing OK and then a very toxic ex friend of mine got a hold of some of my meds i think.. first time that had ever happened to my knowledge.. He has mental health issues as does his mother who was told i don't know what?? but she ended up going to my doc i assume and said SOMETHING because he started accusing me of selling my meds!! This is absolutely wrong and I made my life as transparent as posible to reassure him.. Anyway I thought things had settled down when i my script ran out and when i turned up at the dr's was told i'd been cut off.. So the last couple of months have been pretty bad. I've had, on top of my pain and other symptoms returning with a vengence, Blindness (better now) Vomiting etc... A list of stuff as long as my arm... I won't bother wingeing too much coz i'm sure other people here will have gone through worse.. anyway i got a month into it with no help or proper response from the dr and was told to seek out methadone persciber, witch i did, ending up on my current medication of 85mg once p/day methadone, 2 5mg valium after much pestering!!?? and a very rude attitude from a pain clinic dr witch i saw at the urging of my dr..
I have been told they probably think i'm addicted to the meds and drug seeking.. So i'm scared and a little bit untrusting now of seeing another dr. I don't want to be labeled anyhing (else?) resulting from seeing another dr. I just don't know what to do since this has happened i have been homeless, almost suicidal and so worried, stressed and unable to deal with my current reality, witch is very worrying. Can anyone help me? I've almost lost hope of getting my life and piece of mind and level of life quality back.