So much activity is always happening in my life....and tonight it is quite and I am having bad anxiety attacks..
My boyfriend is working and I am not used to being in the house alone..I'm a 46 year old female..who doesn't know what to do with herself.
I didn't realize how much I depended on his company (yes, this is the b/f, I complain about time to time shutting himself in the room, now I know why...I must drive him nuts because its killing me that he is not here to talk to.
I was panicking about my oldest son (lots going on there)..so I had to call and see was ok.
I told my mother last night that I can not talk to her anymore because she constantly berates and abuses me...and I was concerned all night that she was going to come storming over my house....
I had a GREAT day at work..which doesn't usually happen...so I should be excited..and I am FULL of anxiety because I am alone right now.