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Old 11-11-2010, 04:16 PM   #1
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I'm crazy!

So much activity is always happening in my life....and tonight it is quite and I am having bad anxiety attacks..
My boyfriend is working and I am not used to being in the house alone..I'm a 46 year old female..who doesn't know what to do with herself.
I didn't realize how much I depended on his company (yes, this is the b/f, I complain about time to time shutting himself in the room, now I know why...I must drive him nuts because its killing me that he is not here to talk to.
I was panicking about my oldest son (lots going on there)..so I had to call and see was ok.
I told my mother last night that I can not talk to her anymore because she constantly berates and abuses me...and I was concerned all night that she was going to come storming over my house....
I had a GREAT day at work..which doesn't usually happen...so I should be excited..and I am FULL of anxiety because I am alone right now.

 
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Old 12-29-2010, 11:46 PM   #2
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Re: I'm crazy!

You must have un-dealt with hurt. You need to get a counseller, take a 12-step program, or perhaps go to a mental health clinic and see what they say. I'm going to a 12-step program and it allowed me to sleep at night, which I couldn't do before.

 
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Old 10-23-2011, 07:43 PM   #3
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Re: I'm crazy!

Why do women have the fundamental belief that they need a man to make themselves feel fulfilled, all the answers and all the solutions lie within our own soul, you are a powerful woman without a man, stop already while he is a work, look at yourself, indulge yourself and be yourself, he will come home and all will be well. YOU HAVE STRENGTH WITH OR WITHOUT A MALE INFLUENCE IN YOUR LIFE. Take care and embrace your power.

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Old 10-23-2011, 08:46 PM   #4
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Re: I'm crazy!

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So much activity is always happening in my life....and tonight it is quite and I am having bad anxiety attacks..
My boyfriend is working and I am not used to being in the house alone..I'm a 46 year old female..who doesn't know what to do with herself.
I didn't realize how much I depended on his company (yes, this is the b/f, I complain about time to time shutting himself in the room, now I know why...I must drive him nuts because its killing me that he is not here to talk to.
I was panicking about my oldest son (lots going on there)..so I had to call and see was ok.
I told my mother last night that I can not talk to her anymore because she constantly berates and abuses me...and I was concerned all night that she was going to come storming over my house....
I had a GREAT day at work..which doesn't usually happen...so I should be excited..and I am FULL of anxiety because I am alone right now.
I am a 48 year old woman who has lived independently for 10 years; last month I lost both my grandparents (who raised me) I lost my job and move into my biological parents home. I have been here for three weeks and feel absolutely hopeless; I have nothing in common with these people and they do not understand how devastated I am. Be thankful for your loved one who you know will come home and comfort you soon. Good Luck

 
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