Re: need help
Interesting that you said "I want it" . But you feel sick if you don't have it. Coming off an addictive med is hard! yes you will feel sick, it will be hard, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. I know, I'm a former addict. The best feeling in the world is getting rid of what you "want", and getting what you need - which is being addictive free. Your depression is directly assoicated with your addiction, you WILL (in time) feel SO much better once it is totally out of your system. YOU CAN DO IT...but you really have to deep down deep and WANT to stop.
I sincerely hope you find your way....