I understand the grief you must be experiencing right now. Five years ago I lost my only sibling, an older sister, at the age of 48. It was almost too difficult for me to believe that it actually happened. It was a very difficult time for my parents and myself. We brought some of her possessions over to our house, including a touch-tone lamp and a VCR. My mother put the lamp in her bedroom, and I hooked up the VCR in my room. In the first couple of weeks following my sister's death, that lamp had actually turned on all by itself on at least two occasions. And on at least two occasions, while I was watching TV, the VCR began making clicking noises, as if the play and stop buttons were being pressed. And the funny thing is, the VCR wasn't even turned on. I can't explain how these things happened. All I know is that they had happened. My sister always was somewhat of a prankster, and maybe this was her way of letting us know that she was alright. Who knows? All I know is that somehow I felt more reassured that she was alright, and was now in a better place. In time your burden will lighten, and you can rest assured that someday you both will be together again. I hope this helped.
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