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On Oct 14th 2003, a parents worst nightmare beacame a reality. It was 2:00
am and our son Brad came running up the stairs sobbing Jason is in the hospital in the er. Waking and trying to get it together, I remember wanting this so much to be a dream like it should have been, and being so angry that it was not. I called the hospital and the nurse gave me directions, but the last thing she said was take your time. I knew he was gone, but drove over 100 mph on a freeway to a hospital 40 miles away. All the time my poor wife crying out to God not to take her baby. Jason was 27 and the laughter in our life. He had just come off of a long bad relationship and was going to visit his ex's Mother. These are the sad facts as we have pieced them together. His ex's sister invites him over her house to watch Monday football.
These people were trailer trash. Someone spiked a joint with crack and Jason went into heart arrythmia. He was in terrible distress and they were only 1 mile from the hospital, but because 2 of them were wanted by the cops, they didn't call 911. They callled the Mother and she drove 10 miles
to the house. They probably told her he was having a panic attack and she gave him a xanax. This may have been what killed him, because he then went into convulsion, threw up and passed out. They tried resuscitation,
and finally called 911, here according to the bill, they worked on him for 30 munutes to no avail.
I almost committed suicide, but could not do that to my wife and other son. I was in the mental ward for 8 days. He is in my thoughts almost every second and I don't think I will ever come to grips, because it was a needless tragedy. I just hope that God is in control and there will be a time when we will all see our loved ones again. I too have seen way too much death in my life. My Mother died when I was 24, 3 months before I was to be married. My older brother died of cancer at 48.
Another brother died suddenly of an aneurysm. etc. etc.
God bless you all and if someone needs to talk, I am a good listener.
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