I don't know how many of you are here from Canada but a few days ago there were 4 people killed in a mine accident in Kimberly BC. I will post a link to the story for those of you who are interested.
out of the 4 that died the younges was a guy named Shawn Currier. He was 21 and a month away from copleating his paramedic training.
Shawn was supposed to be my brother in law.
I dated his brother for 2 years while living in Alberta and after many long discussions we decided to take a break because i needed to move home to Newfoundland for family and medical reasons.
I feel like my world has been ripped apart. I cry myself to sleep every night praying for him and his family. and i want nothing more then to be there but unfourtnatlly i cannot affor to travel to BC at this time.
my biggest problem is that every time I see the news or a picture or anythin relating to him i just feel this enormous weight on my chest.
My family have been great and they care for me a lot but no one ever met anyone of this family. I feeling like i'm mourning the death of my future brother n law all alone and it's making it harder.
I don't know how to get through this in one piece.
how am i supposed to mourn and live with this terrible accident without support?
I'm really sorry about what happened. Life is indeed unpredictable. You gotta be courageous and I know that you can brave the situation! It's just a test from God, to test your patience. I hope you gonna be okay. hugz.