Re: my husband is dying from cancer and it's so hard to deal with it!
It happened to my husband and me 19 months ago. He was dx with esophageal cancer in Nov. 2004 and passed away Nov. 2006. We were together 36 years, he was 59. I know what you're going through and how difficult it is. Hospice is correct, there is no point sending him to the hospital. Let Hospice make him comfortable and he will be there with you when the end comes. I didn't think I could do it either, but when the time came I just held him and told him it was ok to go. He was disoriented too and I don't know if he heard me or understood, but it made me feel better. I don't know why these things happen, no one does, but you'll come through it a stronger person. I'm here if you want to talk. Take care and I send you (((((hugs)))))).