Re: They say my son is dead!
no...your not going mad...my brother was found the same way, by the police in a hotel room, he had been there for a few days...i was the one sibiling that was with my mom comforting her for several days and also leading up to the funeral....i also went with her to help with the funeral arrangments...it was all very very traumatizing for her as she wanted it to be a wonderful funeral all the time she could not believe he was gone...she displayed all the same things you refer to...she was devistated and felt she was going mad...the doctor ended up giving her adavan (spelling?) to help her sleep and generally relax a bit..she did not take very many but she did take a few. she used them again a few times when her sister died suddenly of heart attack...im not here advocating drugs...im just telling you that you are not odd, or rare, or even going mad...have you been able to see your son to say goodbye???