Mums funeral is on Wednesday and as the time gets closer Im really getting panicked about it, dont know how Im going to cope! dont want to break down at the funeral but I cant see me sitting through it all without completely losing it!
I have thoughts of being calm and collected but just know Im not going to hold it together.
I cried and cried at my grandparent's funerals. We are all different. If you want to cry go ahead. No one will think ill of you. We all have a right to grieve in our own way.
first, let me say, iam so sorry for your loss!
ive been were you are, and its ok, just remember, its normal to cry, dont try to hold everything inside..
thats only going to hurt you more later on..
feeling emotion, is a very natual thing to do..
bren