Originally Posted by tresabranch
about two weeks ago they said my dad was terminal and when he got out of the hospital they put him on home hospice, he use to have have very high BP now its 90/60 and today they gave him what is called a hospice kit. he has been the only true person in my life he raised me alone from the time i was 2 till i was 16 he is my rock.. but now he shakes his hands are so cold and he is so angry all the time when i leave his house im in tears... cause he does not look like my dad any more.. im just having a very hard time dealing with all this.. i want the angels to take him to relive his pain but then i dont want him to go casue i cant think of my life with him not in it..
I am sorry you are sad. You have had a great dad by the sounds of it. Just remember he will always be in your heart. Try to be strong for him, he needs your strength at the moment. It will help him go to the angels in peace, especially knowing he has a great daughter who will always be his shining light. Its sad to see some one fade away. But help him make the transistion with your love for him, be strong. I believe in angels and I think they will let you know when he is ready to go, ask for there help to be strong. Remember when he goes, he will always only be a thought away.