My Darling son, my best friend...
Sunday June3, 2012 at 1.59pm.
That is the day and time my precious Mathew was taken from me. Matt was then 24 years of age. Since then his birthday has been and he is- should-would have been 25. Mathew is the second child I have had die. 26 yeas ago my precius baby daugter died at birth. Never a day has passed that I havent thought of my little baby. It has been just over 3 months now and I still can't believe my pecious Mathew isnt coming home. I have 3 other children as well.
My heart is totally shattered, I dont now how to do this. Doctors, nurses, physlogists, councillours, shrinks you name it, every medication known has all been given to me. Why dont these people understand. i am sad. Nothing and nobody can fix this. There is no cure. Time - hmmm no it wont because u have to live through that time or at least exist. I hate this.
Last edited by emjel; 09-09-2012 at 12:20 PM.