Re: Wife died
I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even imagine how this might feel, but I wanted to just say that I'm sorry this happened to you and your wife. I've lost family members, and I know it's not the same, but I do know what the guilt feels like, the "what if's", and it's what we all seem to go through, however, her passing is not your fault by any means. You wouldn't have any way of knowing this would happen, not even doctors would know this without specifically testing her for heart problems. Posting here is a good thing, but so is speaking to someone in person, so I hope you'll do that when the pain and grief become to much for you. I'll say a pray for you, and I don't know what your beliefs are but I know she's with you even though you don't see her, it's little comfort now, but talk to her as you always have if it helps. Anything anyone says to you right now likely won't take away your pain, but people online are just as caring as people in person, and I hope someone here who knows what your going through will help, even if it's just to trade experiences with you. Sorry seems not enough, but I truly am.