Originally Posted by kbell
I want to feel better but don't know how.
I don't know very much about this person you describe. All I can really say is it might be a long road. I hope that the treatment you are recieving turns out right away to be the perfect thing to do the trick, but the reality is that many times people have to go through many trials and errors. If you stick to it and whether the storm, you may have wonderful times ahead of you.
As for this other person, just the fact that they supported you through some things others would bail on is not proof enough to me that they are necessarily the right person for you. Supposedly, your heart will tell you the answer to that. I know my husband has supported me through some wicked, nasty stuff, but that hasn't kept our marriage from reaching a dead end (although we are
If this person is someone you really value as a friend, and he/she truly cares about you deep down, then I'm sure you can find a way to make it up.
Something my therapist said to me once was, "being afraid never was a good excuse to not do something." Try to forge ahead through the fear to do what is right.