going to pieces over a break-up!
I recently broke up with my boyfriend of three years, we have been friends for eight years on top of it. I moved away for school, and we are only 24, and although we really love each other, it seemed like a good time to do some growing, and just be friends.
Anyways, he started seeing someone else after only one month. I freaked out. He is cold with me one minute on the phone, and the next he is saying that we might get married one day.
Itm sounds juvinille, I know, but it is destroying me.
I have a history of chronic anxiety/depression, and he was always the person I went to when I was freaking out.
Now I feel like I have no one to go to, and I feel disposable to him, my best friend.
I have started cutting myself again, I haven't done that in 5 years!
I am okay some of the time, but most of the day, I feel like my world is ending, and all I want to do is get drunk, or take pills and sleep all day.