Feel like psychological death warmed over/Effexor XR question
I really feel like psychological death warmed over. I am currently taking Effexor XR at 300 mg a day. I am seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow and....something needs to be done with my meds. It seems as though the Effexor XR has helped me in regards to my ability to function and be motivated. That is about it. From an emotional standpoint, I feel like, well, like the title said, psychological death warmed over. There have been times in the last couple of weeks where I felt as though I would have preferred to be dead than alive. No, I have no intention to harm myself, but, I am wondering if anyone else had a similar experience on Effexor XR where it helped them function but not emotionally feel better. I have been at 300 mg. for about a month and was at 225 mg a day for about a month before that. I have been on several different antidepressants and still have not found one that really works for me. This sucks. I am thinking that tomorrow I will start a new antidepressant. I am debating in my head between Paxil and Remeron. I have already done Zoloft, Lexapro, and Wellbutrin SR.