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Old 04-27-2004, 02:46 AM   #1
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Exclamation I Just want A way Out

I have been Struggleing with Depression for Many Years, and now that i am almost 20 i think i need to try and help myself to over come mydepression. I have tried talking to therpist and that didnt seem to work. I need Someone to talk to .. I have thought of Many things to do , people to talk to , people that are going through the same thing i am .. cuz i know i am not alone. Help me


There are times when i thought Suside is the only way out but then i look back on my life and see that there are many people that i would be hurting if i was to die...

The depression hit hard a few months ago.. when my grandmas condition worsened.. she has Termanl 4 Breast Cancer and has been struggleing with it for 3 years now.. I have lived with my grandma and my mom most of my life and i dont know what i will do without my grandma..


Another major part of my depression is that i am somewhat over weight .. and i dont see myself as someone who is beautiful... i see someone who will never amount to anything. someone who shouldnt be here. Someone who will never find someone to love, just things like that in genreal..


If you would like to help me please leave a message in reply here on the board.

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Old 04-27-2004, 03:01 AM   #2
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Re: I Just want A way Out

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I have been Struggleing with Depression for Many Years, I have tried talking to therpist and that didnt seem to work. I need Someone to talk to .. I have thought of Many things to do , people to talk to , people that are going through the same thing i am .. cuz i know i am not alone. Help me
You are not alone. I started seeing a doctor last summer and find that he's not helping that much either. I am also trying to find a way out. My life is getting worse and worse. The cards that I've been dealt are not winning ones and I'd just like to fold.

 
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Old 04-27-2004, 03:09 AM   #3
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Re: I Just want A way Out

Maybe we can talk and lean on eachother for comfort.. the cards i was delt are bad to

 
Old 04-27-2004, 03:22 AM   #4
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Are you on any meds right now?

I want to die...my life is awful. I feel trapped and hopeless and I'm a failure.

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Old 04-27-2004, 03:30 AM   #5
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Yea they have me on Prozac, I feel the same way you do most of the time... i dont think my life is going well. there are times i wanted to just end it , but. i relized that.. there are so many people on this earth that even if i dont know they care about me they do ... so thats is some of the hope i have that is keeping me here

 
Old 04-30-2004, 07:59 AM   #6
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I dont know what to do.. i am stuck in a place i dont want to be who can help?

 
Old 04-30-2004, 09:43 PM   #7
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Prozac obviously isn't working for your depression, tell your doctor, there are so many AD's on the market, they can find another one that will help you with your depression.

Welcome, this is like "group therapy" here!

 
Old 05-01-2004, 11:46 AM   #8
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God loves you. Pray and He will always listen. There is always hope. My grandfather used to say "where there is life there is hope" Don't give up. I too myself am going through a bad time. Remember you are not alone. Also I truely believe there is someone out there for each of us. Don't think you are not loveable. Hang in there and I will pray for you.

 
Old 05-06-2004, 10:15 AM   #9
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KCollin and MisanthropeYou haven't posted on here for a while, how is it going for the two of you? Keep talking, that alone can be good therapy.

 
Old 05-08-2004, 09:06 PM   #10
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sorry i havent been online..i am without phone right now.. so i can get online.. but ill be back soon talk to you all later.... i am doing ok but i am really sad these days

 
Old 05-08-2004, 09:57 PM   #11
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Hi tanis, I'm surprised that you remembered me, thank you. I haven't been posting here in awhile, but I still come to read the boards from time to time. I am feeling alright now, but when I look to the future, things still look bleak. And I don't believe in god.

 
Old 05-10-2004, 08:37 PM   #12
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Just glad to see you write. Hope the both of you are okay.

 
Old 05-19-2004, 10:15 AM   #13
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My grandma passed away on mothers day and that hurt me so much she was like another mother to me .. i cant get her out of my head. i want to know what she felt when she passed who met her.. who helped her cross over... I just wish i could have been there for her..

 
Old 05-19-2004, 11:16 AM   #14
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I am so sorry that she had to go. You are there for her and I believe she is still with you always. I know that it hurts though.

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Old 05-21-2004, 07:32 AM   #15
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There is just so much anyone can do for this world... sometimes we can not prevent.. what happens in our lives, we just have to live with it as it comes at us...i need to learn that there will be pain in my life and i dont need to let it hit me soooo hard

 
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