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Originally Posted by twisyangel i have bad depression. Everything spilling stuff that she spilt (seems simple but its not in our house) hurting my bro and sis (like i would ever do that!) my bro and sis litrelly kill each other while shes standing there then i tell them to stop cuz shes not then she yells (Sceams is more like it!!!) shes hit me once or twice I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to be normal again i wanna run and play again yes i wanna be herad i wanna talk to others who r like me let me start like this.......
mym parents are divorced they divorced when i was 5 i moved when i was 4 i take zorloft i have breathing problems sometimes i almost faint i fall down and stop breathing but i can still hear and see ppl. my mom says its anxitey but i dont think so.  i want to die but i dont im so confused my mom wants me to move with my dad so i dont get a bad example for my step-sis mt step dad controls me but not her thx for listening and pleaz HELP |
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i'm sorry if your mom is abusing you..both physically and verbally
. it must really hurt you that your own mom would do this to you. but sometimes parents take out things on their children even tho what's bothering them has nothing to do with the children. maybe she had a bad day at work or something. i'm sure you're a very wonderful child.
you even help break up your sis and bros fights. what she's doing is wrong..does it really hurt when she hits you? i just hope she comes to her senses and realizes what she's doing and she will hopefully stop. aww..please don't want to die..youre special!
..people just need to realize it. youre still very young and have your whole life ahead of you.
that must sound absolutely terrible that your mom wants you to live with your dad
..like she doesn't care for you. what type of parent wouldn't want their own child? did you mean that you are a bad influence on your step sis or she's a bad influence on you? so it's your step dad that is controlling you? i think you need to think over very carefully and decide if it's not better to live with your real dad. who would you rather live with? do you get along with him? have a talk with him and see if he would like to have you live with him.
are you depressed because your parents got divorced? or what are you depressed about? does the zoloft seem to be helping you? do you have a therapist? who is prescribing you the zoloft? if you are seeing one..have you talked about your mom's abuse? you should also talk about whether you should go live with your dad.
and like "hockeymom" said..things will get better. as you grow older..you'll be able to control your own life..so hang in there ok?
yes..tell us more so we know whats going on and we can help you.
Help Me!!! Im To Young!!!!!!!!!!! 
Trust me it will get better! I am 34 and I grew up in a household similiar to yours. I have learned through therepy and meds to control my anxiety,depression,panic!! Sometimes it helps to look at all of the positive things in your life. It would help it you would let all of us know how old you are. I personally have learned to enjoy my children and husband. Instead of thinking about my childhood I have learned to enjoy my future with my imediate family. I know that sounds easier than done, but believe me, if I can do it so can you!!! Just believe in yourself, and if you feel like you can't than reach out!!! It sounds like you are a teenager and in that case I know that you feel hopeless.. Believe me, things will get better!! As I said before I grew up in a terrible situation, But I have gotten past that and so will you!!! Please let us know how old you are and what exactly is going on. We are all here to help!!! 
