hummm - Depression Message Board

fractured-spiri · 07-02-2005, 12:20 AM

i just feel so sad .... i am in a pit or the pit is in me ..... i dont know any more ... i was getting better but life keeps happening ...... i do not think i ever thought this would be my life......

Johnsternow · 07-02-2005, 12:43 AM

Fractured,

I am so sorry to here of you having such a bad time. Are there ever any good moments for you? I see you mentioned it was getting better? Can I do something to help cheer you up a little? Maybe you just need to spill a little. I am unsure if I can help but there are so many beautiful, gifted, wonderful people here that would love to help.

JohnD

crazydevo · 07-02-2005, 12:51 AM

well i had the same problems b4...i think u should get out more.....do somthin u love and spend tme with the people tht care about u....that will bring u out of this pit...feel better,,, but my best bet is to do somthin u love

Samantha317 · 07-02-2005, 06:42 PM

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Originally Posted by fractured-spiri

i just feel so sad .... i am in a pit or the pit is in me ..... i dont know any more ... i was getting better but life keeps happening ...... i do not think i ever thought this would be my life......

Hi fractured-spiri

Welcome to the boards!

I am sorry you are in such pain. I don't think any of us thought our lives would be filled with such horrible pain. It does seem when one bad thing happens it never stops. I hope you feel better soon and can enjoy some things in life again. Just know you are not the only one to feel the pain.

Best wishes and warm hugs,
Sam

fractured-spiri · 07-02-2005, 09:35 PM

thank you for the replies
JD you made me smile... One problem is i have NO love for anything any more... doing something fun some how makes it worse .. it is like a reminder of what it was like years ago and when i am done the activity I am left with such a feeling of loss... like there was a death in the family and the family member is me (the way i was) .. i am not sure this makes any sense..

i am in therapy ... i was on meds but lost my insurance along with my job ... spent all my retiremtnt money ... and pretty much used all my assets...

i loved my work more than anything else i was doing and that is gone .. forced to take a med leave..

and blagh blagh blagh.............

anyway thankyou for the replies and the caring