Hi everyone. Today seems to be going okay...besides healing from a bad self-injury I did last week. It was pretty severe and is killing me. My TMJ is acting up as well. Seems like the physical things are about the usual today. Nothing serious..but not great either.
Weeellll, anyway, I had a bad night two nights ago and I sent this crazy email to my resident advisor. He then was worried and sent it to my resident director and so we had a little chat today. We basically talked about how worried they were about me and what we can do when I'm in a crisis. It was okay but that stuff always makes me so nervous. Right now I'm alone just chilling here. I really don't like being alone, but I'm dealing with it.
Anyway, stuff has been pretty bad lately...the mood swings, the emptiness, the anger...stressing others out as much as it is stressing out me. But I talked about how I like animals and I got the RDs permission to have some pets in my room (which normally isn't allowed). So that made my week a lot better. Now I'm deciding what kind of animal to get!
My thoughts and hugs are with everyone here! I hope you have a better week!
<<<<HUGS FOR ALL>>>>