I'm tired...completely wore out...not sure if I can fight any longer. A few weeks ago I had to have my cat put to sleep. Never did cry over that. I'm not the type of person that cries. I know I should, but I can't, don't, won't...it doesn't even matter which one. Then my uncle had a heart attack. Now, today, my sister had to go to the hospital. When is enough enough??? How much more am I supposed to take before I completely lose it??? I feel like I'm being punished for something. Just when I think things are going to be alright, something knocks me right back down. I'm tired, I can't fight anymore.
bbybyrd, Hello, I know how you feel Just know your not along, There are so many people in this world that have felt that way, Some times it seems when it rain it pours, It is okay to have a good cry, Then wape the tears and go some more. Always remember nothing last forever, not even the bad, There will be a light ahead, I will be praying for you................ Felicia
Thanks for the prayers Felicia. My sister got out of the hospital today. She said she's thinking about getting on disability. I'm on disability, my dad is on disability, my cousin is on disability, 2 uncles on disability, and an aunt on disability...geez...what are we the disabled family??? I need to get back into therapy. That's my goal before Christmas.