Shandakr

I still feel depressed....I am still not living like a normal person. I don't leave the house. Most days I stay in my nightgown all day long. I have no desire to go anywhere; I spend most of my time on the computer. What do I do now? I am taking Lexapro, Buspar, and Amitriptaline. All this is on top of two allergy medicines, Flonase and Singular, and a medicine for acid reflux, Protonics. What the hell? I take so much medicine I have to keep a daily journal.....Sometimes I just want to scream....but I don't have the damn energy. Anybody got some advice for me? I pray, I take my meds, I try to keep a positive outlook, but I still feel sad all the time...sighing and running my fingers through my hair...I don't care how I look and I don't want to eat anything but junk...I smoke too much and I don't sleep well....is there an end to this? Does anyone else feel like this? If so, what do you do to cope....? It seems like my husband doesn't understand; of course he SAYS he does, but his actions say something different....I think he's fed up with me and he's not the only one cause I am too.