Re: same ole rant different day
It is a long hard struggle that's for sure and when you feel so terrible everyday it is no wonder that at times you just get so sick and tired of it all.
But I believe one day you will begin to feel better - it is hard to imagine when you have been feeling so low so long - but I believe it because it has happened to me. I came thru those worst days, I too had totally had enough of it all and never believed that I would feel any better but life proved me wrong. Depression is not a life sentence, however much it may feel like it, people do come thru it and begin to rebuild their lives again.
It is the waiting that is the worst part, and the longer you go thru depression, the harder it is to believe that you will one day get better but you must hang on because nobody knows what is just around the corner - life has given me so many gifts, if I hadn't have hung on, I would have missed so much, who knows what is up ahead for you?
In the meantime keep doing all that you can to get thru this - try every remedy there is in the fight against this illness - doctors, therapists, alternative therapies, changes in diet, even something like meditation, keep posting here, try to get as many of those feelings down on paper, or posted here as you can....everything....
all the best