I've read that anti-depressants may cause increased suicidality in teenagers, and I'm growing concerned that that might actually been true. I haven't had any suicidal thoughts since starting on prozac and seroquel, but lately I've been subject to uncharacteristically violent images, dreams, and ideas. Also, last week I kept hearing sounds that weren't actually there. The violence I've been envisioning generally isn't literal, more often I seem to see people/things appearing membranous and fleshy, as if the skin's been removed, but I also occasionally imagine committing violent acts. I'm not in any way considering acting on those thoughts, I just can't seem to help picturing split seconds of violence whenever someone or something upsets me lately. I'm also finding myself frequently and without reason thinking about different violent ways to end my suffering, picturing myself doing it, even making little vows to myself that, when things become unbearable, I'll do it. I was at the beach the other day, and I found myself making a little promise to the sea that one day I'll come back and let it swallow me. The idea provided me with such comfort and joy, until I realized how scary it was and shook it off. I'm not at all suicidal. I'm rather fond of the world, and I don't intend on leaving it any time soon. So these thoughts are more than midly disconcerting.