Re: i cant take it anymore!
You are going through an awful lot for your age. I remember the teen years being so full of angst, and the horrible part is when you're young you can't see to the other side - it's all tunnel vision. But then, my perceived problems weren't really so terrible, but you've got a lot going on. Please, please try to take one day at a time. Baby steps. One mountain to climb at a time. Don't think about tomorrow's worries or the next days, because it can all get too overwhelming. I think it's such a shame these boards don't allow email or PM. I think the young ones here need to be reached out with mentors or "sponsors" if you will. Some people are in crisis mode, and sometimes the only way they're willing to reach out is online. Please stay in touch here. Things WILL get better, I promise. Are you in the care of a dr.? To be honest, I didn't have a cell phone, car or job at your age & I didn't feel like I missed out on anything. But when I graduated, I bought my own car and promptly declared my independence & moved out on my own. Maybe you need to concentrate on school right now and forget about the job, car & cell. I know it's tough to give that up but maybe it needs to be done, just for a little while. Hang in there sweetie.