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Old 10-11-2005, 10:46 PM   #1
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I hate my life right now

I'm in love with someone, who doesn't know. And I'm too scared to say or do anything, because I'm scared of commitment, and rejection. I really think I love him, but I can't, I just CAN"T get myself to act on it.... I don't know what I would do if he didn't love me back. He's.. the best thing in my life, he brings this light and happiness when I see him, but after we meet up, I get sad and upset because I want to be with him so badly but I'm afraid I'll mess it up or he won't want me at all... It's just so so so unbelievably... tiring.

I wish I had someone I could count on, but I don't. I wish I had someone that said I love you and that I could cry to, but I don't. And it feels like everyone who says they care, doesn't really mean it. People are selfish, and they forget.. Life just seems like the biggest waste, and I could even see the hope in things if I had someone to talk to and who could help, but I don't. I feel like giving up....

I just want to sleep, forever... And I don't mean that in a suicide way, I just really feel so damn tired and upset and cried out, I want to fall asleep and not wake up..

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Old 10-11-2005, 10:57 PM   #2
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Re: I hate my life right now

I feel for you. See my earlier post titled 'Default teenage love problem' or something. The girl didn't love me back when I told her how I felt. I wish I could sleep forever also.

Not sure what to tell you to cheer you up though.. show him your post?

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