| my story
Hi to you all,
I know my story is much diffeent than some of you, but I have recently been diagnosed with clinical depression. Now, all of my life, I have thought of "depression", as a very broad term, never realizing the true implications. I detoxed off of opiates, 4 months ago, and heard that "depression" could be a very real part of it. NO CONCEPT!!! And I am thinking that depression is a very real thing, no matter what brings it on....... I never have had the luxury of doing anything half way in my life....... OH NO......I have to experience the full spectrum.....
My hope here is this: If you have ever even had the most remote thought of hurting/killing yourself(i did......now..as usual hindsight is always 20/20)....please seek out help! It is there, the asking may seem a little insurmountable.......but it is so worth it!!!!!!!!
I am sure I have digressed here.....but there ya go...the mind of someone on antidepressants!!!!!!LOL
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J- 
"If you don't see a light at the end of the tunnel, you're in the wrong tunnel."
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