- depression + anxiety . . . dear god
hi im 1* years old i hate having depression. i was on this one website where i took a self depression screening. It was like a quiz, it turned out mine was severe and the seond time i took it it was just moderate. I guess im in between. I hate this feeling, it feels like no one can help me out of this misery, i want to get rid of it so badly. I told my self to calm down many times, and sick and tired and overall just mad and angry. It`s been about 3 months since my depression/anxiety kicked in. Is it my hormones? My body, my teen years, what is it? It`s not an ordinary feeling blue kinda thing, its on and off for 3 months now. Will it go away? Should i seek help? i havent told anyone yet, i am ashamed, i m scared they wont understand, my family's life is going really well right now, besides me of course and if i told them this they would get worried and sad and ughhhhhhh. My doctor is a ***** i hate her, i dont wanna feel this way, I`m in so much pain, i hate it! UGH. DAMMIT U MOTHER****ER I NEED TO GET AWAY. DONT MIND MY LANGUAGE, SORRY.
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