I'm just so frustrated....I hate it so bad. I'm so sad/angry/hyper/confused....arrggghh....feel so crazy!!! I haven't self-injured in like forever and I'm about to go mad. I've been abusing drugs and my friends hate me and I...I...I just don't know. I keep thinking about just riding my bike so far and so fast and not stopping until I just collapse onto the ground...or get hit by a speeding car....but I can't...and I won't....I just want to...that's all. I'm just struggling so hard, I am sooo stressed...so depressed.....so ANGRY!!!!
Oh God, please help me...someone!!! someone who understands??!!!
Hi darkangel it's me. I understand, and I'll help if I can. Well Done for stopping self injuring for so long! I'm sure your friends don't hate you, they're just not sure how much space you need at this difficult time and aren't sure what to do.
For no though, sit down here, take one deep breath, and talk, tell me anything and everything thats making you feel like this. I'm here, and so are the rest of us. Big hugs and lots of love.
I'm just really struggling. I seriously feel so dead...and I need to cut so bad, but if I do and someone finds out about it....I can be kicked out of school because they say it is detrimental for others to know I'm messed up...
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seven thirty in the morning, lol. it's actually a colledge in the school. Actually it's two colledges split between an all boys and all girls... I spen all my time going back and forth for different subjects lol. Are you on a break or something?
I'm not for 100% sure, but feeling abandoned...or abused in any way...(even just thinking that I may have been) makes me feel really sad...and I totally felt abandoned on several occasions today...it just makes me feel so sad.