Originally Posted by More-than-words
all of a sudden i freak out about little things, i get so frustrated with my friends, and im really paranoid and i cry alot. I think about running away and i stay up soo late.. reflecting all the bad things in my life.. this isnt me at all! im so nervous and jumpy
Feeling frustrated, paranoid, crying a lot and wanting to run away, plus it sounds like your mind is busy and keeping you awake--this all sounds like it could be depression. And since you chose this board out of all the ones here, trust your own intuition about yourself.
As the prev. poster said it could also be related to hormone changes.
Either way, it sounds like getting in touch with someone who can help you would be a good idea. .... hmm... could you print out your post and give it to one of your parents? Ideally you should see your doctor, or a doctor. That would be the best source of help to solve your challenge. You might also try your local "help line" or crisis line (not that you mentioned a crisis) just to talk to someone live, anonymously. There's a way to block any caller ID if that helps too. Probably the front of your phone book would have information for both.