i hate having no friends! and yet i tell myself that it is really because nobody is worth making the emotional effort to get to know. they always [edited] you over anyways. so the internet is a fantastic piece of technology... lots of friends and no emotional obligation for attachment!
that was a really crappy thing for me to say, but i have been trying different ways of dealing with my depression. self-esteem gets so low some days that i can't even walk out the door for fear of the world. and yet it is only human, and why do they matter anyhow? i am rambling.
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**MuAH** (big huggz and kissez)
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Paulo Coelho - The Alchemist
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