feeling down and useless unless i am being funny - Depression Message Board

blue cloud · 09-15-2002, 11:23 AM

i just dont know what to do

i have been using my humour and sarcasm more and more as i am scared of loosing people

the few friends i have, family, you guys just about everyone if i tell people how i feel then i just think everyone will run

i just want to curl up in the corner of a room any room
and dissapear

sorry just needed to vent

maybe someone can relate?

love and flat bubbles blue

ffsmith · 09-15-2002, 01:31 PM

When someone asks me how I am I usually say “the same”

My family takes terrible offence if I disagree with anything they say and I do not like lying so most of the time they just blather on and leave the room and I never say a word or listen to well.

Its kind of a sad way to interact, but like you say those people probably do not care to much and/or do not know any better so why let it bother you?

A least I try not to let it bother me.

Fuzzy Bear · 09-15-2002, 01:32 PM

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blue cloud · 09-15-2002, 01:34 PM

thankyou yeah i am still in sussex it is very nice but very chilly tonight though

i havnt been to romford what is it like there?
is that essex? sorry if that is wrong i have very bad geographical knowledge

i thought portugal was in france lol

love and squashed bubbles blue

blue cloud · 09-15-2002, 01:44 PM

thank you fuzzy and ff

the best way to get someone listening is to confuse them maybe i am just strange but i makes me giggle

them:"hi how you doing" they go to turn around

(oh no you dont)
me:"how much?"

them:"huh?"

(he he what fun)
me:"what time?"

them:"what time is what?"

(got ya now)
me:"purple"

them : (looking rather scared)ARE YOU OK? I ASKED HOW YOU WERE?

(he he now you care how i am cos one of us has to be mad)

me:i am fine thankyou thanks for asking

them:

so maybe i am loosing the plot but being funny sure beats having to explain yourself right?

[This message has been edited by blue cloud (edited 09-15-2002).]