Anyone here has been on Wellbutrin? - Depression Message Board

AnotherOne · 10-14-2002, 05:33 PM

I went on new meds today...well - i start tomorrow..
Im scared that this will send me to the hospital like the last one (Lexapro) did...
I'm feelin so helpless...
I'm scared and im just so tired..I want to feel like before..I cant even feel love anymore, and I just cant handle it...
First I start w/ 100mg, then i go to 150mg, then i go to 200mg... Why do u have to take different doses after a while??
Can someone please re-assure me that ill be able to feel love and no of this crap anymore?

I dont know what to do..

10-14-2002, 10:54 PM

Anotherone,

It will get better, k?

Wellbutrin has a decent rep from those I have spoken with.

It didn't help in smoking cessation, though.

Hang in there!!!!

crybaby1 · 10-14-2002, 11:10 PM

Hello Anotherone,

I have taken Wellbutrin before to help me to quit smoking. I don't remember what the dosage was but I don't remember having any side effects from it either. I sometimes takes awhile to get the right medication that will work best for you. Also what works for one person may not work for another. I know it is frustrating, but please hang in there it will get better.

Wishing you the very best,

Crybaby1

AnotherOne · 10-14-2002, 11:53 PM

I dont even know anymore...
HOW can things get better? ALl of this is ruining my life...I cant feel love, excitment, ANYTHING. I want to be the same again...I feel so ruined...It comes to a point where i cant even feel anything..I just feel numb...
I'm starting to push people away because I'm afraid of being abandoned and betrayed or something...Everything is falling apart in my life...I used to be so lovable and just..such a great person...Now I dont even want to breathe...
I dont know if this pill will even work..the last one landed me in the hospital and I had to stop taking it..
My bf is in another state and I miss him so much..he's workin and he's always busy and my condition is just messing things up...I feel so alone and just...I cant feel anything anymore..
I just want to feel the same way...I dont want to feel this anger or negativity toward anybody..
I just want to put that behind me...
What if Ill never be the same? Id ont want this to affect my relationship..itl ruin all of me...
If this pill doesnt work I dont know what I'll do..
I feel so alone and just miserable...I dont even want to breathe anymore..

AnotherOne · 10-15-2002, 08:42 AM

I cant even see anything getting better...
Everything is getting worse everyday..
I dont even know if I even deserve anything at all...Everything is falling apart...