If you don't want to get put in a mental hospital, you must eat!!! The very thing that creates neurotransmitters, which are the chemicals our brains need to function properly, is the synthesis of proteins! Without proper function, depression, self-hate, anxiety, etc. become the daily behaviors. You obviously have some issues that need to be resolved; some counseling may help you in determining why you won't eat or why you want to hurt yourself, but it is probably because you have had a bad time of life so far...but that can change. Also, once you get into a pattern of not eating, the stomach can shrink up and it becomes hard to eat. That you can work on it, though, and the stomach will stretch when you eat again. Meds can compromise health, so they should be considered last. Exercise is a good for developing appetite. Don't worry about the boy; he is no doubt a jerk. There are people in life that do you more harm than good; those people should be cast out of it.
Hopefully you are not drinking alot or taking other drugs because these alone can cause various mental disorders, including depression.
You are too young to have your life ruined over the circumstances in it.
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