Renee,
I posted to you in the other thread to if you did not see it.
Like I said before I cried when I read that other post. I can only imagine how bad that made you feel.
And here is the part that I have trouble even saying …
I did the same thing to a girl once.
I was not even trying to be mean or anything like that.
I truly did not know any better. Maybe I am stupid or because of my social anxiety I do not look at people very well. I was young at the time maybe 13-14 … very immature.
Anyway that has stuck with me for almost 20 years now. Believe me that I hate myself and I wanted to die myself for hurting another person like that. I will never forget how bad I felt and will never stop feeling bad for that.
I am so sorry.
I know that you do understand what others are feeling
And your posts are appreciated.
Like I said in the other post I would not know about what it feels like when another person wants to be intimate with you. And I do not think Gar Fla knows either.
But I do assume that it can be a compliment, and that it can feel good?
This may sound silly, but I have often thought if I were a female that things could be easier.
At least I might be “used” by men. At least I would have some intimacy.
But I do not know. Most likely I would be alone and a failure as a woman just like I am as a man.
When you do not have the experience, I think is easy to have thoughts that might not be quite right (ok crazy thoughts)
[This message has been edited by ffsmith (edited 07-06-2003).]
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