How I feel
Good evening all. I am very new to this board and thought I would let my feelings out. I am a recovering depressed individual. I have been on Lexapro for about a year now and it has been a long hard road. Since I have been on these pills I am feeling a lot better then I was.
What happened to me to push me over the edge was 2 years ago I got this bump on my back that ended up becoming something that no doctors knew of. I got test done and everything came back that I was ok. Well that was not true because I was not ok. I went from this out going person who loved to be around people to a person that hid in her house and hated to be around anyone because they would see what happened to me. Since that first day of my issue I have got more issues with my skin that really upset me. I wanted to die! I hated to look at myself and I hated me completely. I finally came to a point in my life that I had to get help because things were not going the way I wished them to go. I was thinking about hurting myself and others. So I started taking Lexapro over a year ago and here I am. Yes I still have bad days. I can honestly say I have a lot of bad days, but they are not as bad as they was. I do not ever want to go back to the way I felt before taking medication.
I still have skin issues and I am hoping that they go away soon. I do see the light at the end of the tunnel so hopefully the sun will shine on me again.
If you have read this I hope that you can get out of this that sooner or later things will find there way back to normal. Everyone have a great life.
Enjoy living and remember that we are not created to fit in we are created to stand out. Make your mark and live your life!
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