no luck with girls
well, i don't know if i should really characterize it that way. my problem is, i am afraid of them, and generally most people, and don't know how to talk to them (or most people).
i have been friends with this one girl for two months now. it has been pretty nice. i had a fairly deep friendship with another girl about ten years ago and now this one. so they are really rare to non-existent for me. anyway, we are stuck in the friend stage, even though there is lots of chemistry between us, because I am unable to even be nice, let alone make a move.
one more thing i should say, i posted a few times about my looks, but honestly they play a LOT better in the hispanic culture, not the other way as i had thought, been told, and believed until living in one. or it could just be that i got lucky, which i what i believe more and more.