Re: i don't know what is going on with me
sometimes we grow out of relationships; we change; it's inevitable... but i still think you are not completely happy working there at this point. you're still young and i think you have much responsibility in terms of your parents' business. your friends, on the other hand, aren't experiencing this. you've grown up more than they have in the past two years, and your experiences and expectations aren't the same anymore. although, i feel there's a battle within you...on the one hand, you want to help your family, and on the other you would like to have some 'fun' with your friends (even though you many not admit the last one, consciously). you need to strike a balance here sheepvol, since it's not good to become entwined in one single thing so completely that other things in life are left to just fly out the window. i'm sure you know what i mean....it'll drive you nutty in the end.
do you have a girlfriend? what do you do in your spare time? you don't have to answer if you don't want to!!!