Outbursts of rage
Hi all. I'm new here and I need some help.
I'm 26 years old and was first diagnosed with add and depression/anxiety at age 11. Since then I have been on Prozac, Wellbutrin, Buspar, Ritillin (sp?) and Lexapro. Now, I am taking Prozac and Welbutrin. They have proven to be a good combination for me for about 8 years now. I'm not sure whether it's because I'm going through a tough period in my life, but recently (the past month or so), I've been having major fits of depression. Screaming, breaking things, hitting things, crying uncontrollably, binge eating, etc. These fits come out of nowhere and are awful to deal with. My fiance has been so supportive through all of it and I'm very lucky to have him. But, I think this has a lot to do with the position my life is in. I'm having a very hard time in my chosen career path and feel embarrassed and pathetic because of my lack of success. This makes me act out in total rage, breaking glasses, screaming at the top of my lungs, swearing, crying. I find it hard to believe that it's all just me acting like a spoiled child. There's something more. I haven't had fits like this since I was a teenager and I'm wondering what is going on. Is anyone else experiencing things like this????
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