well today i gave the letter in-but she wont actually receive it till the morning. god im shitting myself.
when i wrote it i tired to write it to myself more, more like a confession of everything to me, so id be truthful-there is no secrets in what i wrote to her.
i know its going to blow off and i have no clue what to expect. theres so much crap in that letter, and my self harm descriptions go way beyond what she was aware i was doing. i mean she looked disturbed when i told her i cut, but theres so much other stuff too. there isnt much point to this thread-just a rant, a bit of a slabber to get the feelings out. i havnt cut in 3 days now! so at least i can reassure her with that. ill fill you in on what happens