| | Going on 10 years
Hi, I've been depressed for 10 years. I've been taking Zoloft since 1998. It definetley helps. I also take Ativan to help me sleep. Also helps. My issue I cannot seem to beat is getting out of bed in the morning. So much negative stuff has happened to keep knocking me down, I just gave up trying to get up.
I again, am starting a new job on the 11th. I moved back to Vermont in 2005 to get away from an abusive boyfriend. Since then, this is my 11th job. I keep getting great jobs, then calling in sick. Till I either quit or get fired. It's become a vicious cycle I can't break.
I got the job offer last week, right away I called a Counselor. I meet with her again tomorrow. I am so scared I will fall right back into my cycle. This time, I'm afraid I won't make it out. I will lose my Son, & that is it for me. Any suggestions??