I think I am currently going through depression and I am wondering if anyone can help me with the situation im in...
I think this began about a year ago when I split with my ex girlfriend which was a very traumatic time for me, since then I felt depression starting and it gradualy got worse as the days went by. However, even tho I felt pretty low at this time, I still felt as if I was able to control it, it wasnt consuming my whole life.
2 months ago, I lost my job and since then my depression has rocketed to an all time high. I am in an almost constant state of paranoia which has started to affect my relationships with my friends in a very bad way, I go out far less than I used to and I am unable to get any motivation to get a job or do anything productive through the day. I have completey fallen out with my brother (2years my junior) and am starting to lose my relationship with my parents aswell.
Due to not working I have no money whatsoever and am several hundred pounds in debt. I now wake up every morning dreading the day ahead and this is something that I have never experienced in my life before.
I DESPERATELY want to get myself out of this state but I feel that I have so many things stacked against me that I cant make any kind of start. As soon as I begin to make a bit of progress, something else holds me back.
If anyone can help me in ANY way, it would be much appreciated. Simply writing this down has been a weight off my mind