I am new
I am new to this website and I really don't know what to say except that I am having a really hard time. My mom died a few months ago and I feel so empty. I used to love Christmas and all of the festivities. Now I just feel like I'm faking my way through it. It used to be all happiness and now there is sadness that runs right through the middle of it. I have good days and bad ones and I guess today is just a bad one, but I have no one to talk to about it. My husband doesn't know what to do, he hardly pays enough attention to even know I'm breathing, my son is only 14 so he doesn't know whats wrong. Somebody please tell me how to get rid of this horrible sadness.