I was diagnoised with server depression, anxiety and some Bi-Polar tentenacies. I have seen a phychiarist (continue to see here on a regular basis for medications) and was seeing a phschologist, but she just did not seem to help me so I have dropped her for the moment.
I have been on EVERY anti-depressant (almost) out there, plus Abilify and Lexapro now and Lorazapam and I am still so depressed that I can barely get through the day.
I hit rock bottom awhile back where I could not get out of bed for days, which turned into months. I was unable to function and that was all I could do at that point.
I am now better, and on 20mg Llexapro, 15 Ability, and 3mg of Lorazapam at night to help me relax and sleep.
So if I am on so much medication, why do I feel such drepression? I have no interest in anything. I walk around the house like a zombie looking out the windows. I am able to get up now, take the dog for his walk, and I have been able to go out and start walking again myself, also doing some workout in the house on the tredmill and weight bench, but after I do my workout, shower and get dressed, then I am lost at what to do. I am not interested in my house or cooking, cleaning, etc. I live in a town I hate and there is no where I want to go here, so I am just lost as to know how to get out of this depression because even with all the meds, I am still depressed. Changing meds (again) won't help, because I have already been there. My Phschiarist is about to loose her mind with me!
I am trying to take all the steps to become healthy again and become undepressed, but it is not working, any suggestions?? Anyone been where I am and if so, what did you do to break through that big black cloud so you could get on with your life?