Re: new years eve without any friends to party with
hey guys dont worry. im 18-and have nowere really to go-how sad. i have freinds but im kinda left like the odd ball. one big group who i only know a few of are going to a club, they got tickets but didnt pick me up one cos they werent sure i was going. i dont feel rejected, i feel nothing. i know that actually these people didnt dump me cos were good freinds, the tickets were just way too expensive to get one for me just incase-but my mother is good at dancing up and down when she thinks ive been ditched by freinds and says i dont pick them very well etc etc. then the others are either with their boyfreinds, or away.
but to be honest id like nothing more than to just sleep or sit and drink or something alone-but i cant, not allowed too cos its way too obvious. i dont know what ill end up doing-im kinda hoping theres no tickets left and i can then get outta going out and then lie to my parents that i went to the club as theyre staying at a hotel that night. well whatever happens-happy new year to you all!!!
My hands are small
But theyre not yours, they
are my own
But theyre not yours,
they are my own
And i am never broken