Thanks for the replies, guys. I appreciate it
Christina8 - I was on it for so long because I was suffering from PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) from being abused (sexually, physically, and emotionally) as a child. It was pretty bad. I've had severe depression, ocd, anxiety, social phobia, low self-esteem, and a very poor body image most of my life, since way before puberty. Also, I began suffering from eating disorders around age 12 or 13. I'm 36 now. In addition to the meds, I've also been in therapy for the past ten years. Currently, I'm dealing with the eating disorders, primarily anorexia. You're lucky that you don't really have the side effects. I'm extremely sensitive to the side effects of all meds, not just antidepressants.
Qingche - After the first four years, I was up to 80 mgs. I then went off of it because I thought I was pregnant (negative). I stayed off it for a couple months, then I went back on and was on it up until two months ago. This time I was only on 40 mgs. I took the brand name both times. You would do well to take it only for a short time. IMO, the longer you're on it, the worse the side effects, that's been my experience anyway. I'm really sensitive to side effects, though. I've read somewhere else on the net (maybe on these boards?) that it doesn't fully leave your system for six months. I really hope that's not true. I can't take this anymore. My husband is driving me crazy. Sex isn't even on my 'to do' list, it's the furthest thing from my mind, I don't even like to kiss him. That part could be because he's a typical man: you give him a few kisses and he's ready to go and women are just
not like that, at least I'm not. Sex has to be at least on my mind before he can touch me at all 'downstairs'. I just started taking an herb called Damiana about a week ago to try and help me increase my interest. I took saw palmetto extract for years and it worked great, but it just doesn't work anymore, so I started taking the Damiana. I've heard good things about it. Wish me luck.
Einseidle - I tried many, many meds before going on Prozac, as well. Nothing else worked for me either, at least not long term. My first psychiatrist told me that I'd have be on meds for the rest my life. I used to believe that, but not anymore. For the most part, I'm doing fine off the meds. If anything, I'm depressed because the meds have slaughtered my sex drive. Are you in therapy at all? I've found that that's where I've made most of my progress. The meds just stabilized me so that I could work on my issues from my childhood. I didn't experience weight gain on the Prozac, but a couple of my friends did. Everybody's body reacts differently to a given med. Maybe try a different one and see if that helps? Have you tried Wellbutrin? I know, trying all these meds is frustrating until you find the right one, believe me. Good luck.