hey, thanks for your reply(i love your name
salt and ice burning is a form of self harm-its burns flesh. ive only ever had 1st degree and it goes away in 2 weeks or so, i can see the scars and stuff and its itchy but thats it.
well, i woke up this morning and my skin has bubbled. i am blistered but not masivley-just over a vast area. i made such a smashing job of myself(sarcasam).
Well, my support system isnt really there right now-partly my own fault, i will not tell my parents, my freinds freak out a bit, who can blame them they arent psychs or docs. my counsellor is great but she isnt in yesterday to talk to, i have her mobile number but ive relied on her too much this last while-i need to be by myself more.
my doc is a bit complicated, the relationship went down the toilet last week and she hates me calling cos she is busy. i see her on tuesday to try and sort it out, they diagnosed me as having nothing wrong with me, so im stuffed there, i cant get meds, counselling wont change my moods so im trying hopelessly.
my parrents are away for the weekend, my freinds are all revising for the exams. i have an exam tomorrow that i havent revised for. i havent eaten really this last week, i feel sick constantly, i sleep for 4-5 hours at a time, nothing interests me, i cant be bothered, and now im walking like a penguin-but at least i stopped crying and washed myself.
i wish tuesday would hurry up and come. its a big day, i see my doc, then my UNI counsellor(shes a bit crap though), then my proper wonderful counsellor. until then im stuck and the hours are very very long.
thanks for your help.