Okay Im back. She referred me to a few therapists if "i would like" and I do so I am going to look into them soon.
she did put me on an anti-depressant its a generic of something. it's called "citalopram" 20mg
It occured to me that once I left she didnt explain to me how to take it or anything. Thankfully they come with guides! So im about to take my first one. I know it can be a few weeks to take effect.
I have to go back in on the 18th for a follow up. She wants to do blood work and make sure im not anemic or having and thyroid issues!
Overall it went better then I expected. It wasnt too hard to talk to her but at the same time it sorta was since she is the doctor that I go to for my yearly exams!
so if anyone has taken citalopram I would like to hear your thoughts on it, what you thought of it.
Thanks again for all the support...it really made today easier on me!