Re: having a lot of trouble with myself
Hi poisen, do you love you? Seems like your always trying to reach some unattainable goal, when you reach that goal your still not satisfied. Do you critise and judge yourself in your head or praise yourself for how you are doing? Maybe you think your not worthy or deserving of feeling good, so you sabatage yourself by being abusive to yourself.
I remember a time in my life where I woke up depressed every morning. When I would wake up, my criticle tape would start on me. How bad I was, I couldn't do anything right, I was such a terrible person in my own mind. I was just carrying on where my dad left off in my head. Even now it takes work, I have to love myself, and find things that I like about me. I make a list of things to be thankful for. Depression can really sap your energy.....
Love yourself, the good and the bad......((((HUGS))))