oh honey...i was actually thinking about you today. don't know why really... i guess it's cuz i sometimes call my big baby boy (my kitty) mokie and/or pokie, and i did that this morning, cuz he meowed so softly at me, like he was trying to tell me something...i felt so bad for the poor thing.... then i hugged him and playing with him a bit and he perked up a little. i then thought of you, since you're "mookie" and how you couldn't go to counseling b/c of financial issues....
that sucks and i'm sorry.
but, seriously, i was really wondering how you were doing--since you don't come here often.
i'm sorry about how you feel!!!!!! i really am. it's good to have the company of someone older, because they're calmer, they've seen more of life, they're able to give us some perspective, and tell us stories....maybe you guys can talk on the phone?
you sound so sweet mookie. i know you're tired. i'm tired too. i'm tired to the core. once in a blue moon, i dont' take my nighttime meds either. i just say f_k them. it's ok. i'm glad you took yours though. my body's so full of these damn chemicals that once in a while, if i don't take them, the lack of a dose doesn't make me feel much...but we all know our bodies the best!!!
i really hope and wish you a better day tomorrow.