trg...sorry you are having such a hard time right now.
I am grateful though that you have something in your life that keeps you focused and grounded to planet earth.
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...but the thought of my son growing up without his father stops me. I want him to have the perfect life and if that means I suffer so be it.
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This is a wonderful wish for a parent to have, but I hope that you will keep realistic focus on your wish...there is no such thing as a perfect life...does not exist.
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and it took me two seconds to realize I need to start dating smarter women.
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As to this comment. Have you given any thought to not dating for a year or more...I know what loneliness is, since I have had 22 years of it...until you are okay mentally, therapy and dealing with your triggers and "demons."